We Just Nothing

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My wife said:

Muarareja, 09.12 am>>>>>may be at May 8, 2007

I don’t know why, but not easy 4 me to say what inside of my heart.

I even can’t cry in front of another person, even the person are you.

Sometimes I fell suffer, but I keep it inside my heart deeply.

I keep it for myself.

Fill the words flying on myhead but no words that can say.

Actually I really want to say that I love you so much.

Each time I saw you…. I always pray to god.

Hope I can be a good wife for you.

But….

Alloh the most powerfull

We just nothing.

We only can pray…pray…and pray.

Alloh decide anything event it just a little thing.

Once more we only can pray and traying so hard.S

Sometimes something that we think good for us, Alla is think it’s not good for us. And otherwise.